Monday, October 18, 2010

everything is RUSTY!

Just as expected!..... smalam lg dah rase that today's gonna be the most hampeh day for me....as usual, the lousy me in my 1st day in the ward in any rotation (even though b4 ni dah buat pun medical)....everything is RUSTY!

I failed today.

yes that's my result for my performance today, assesed by myself. I failed in many sense as a meds stud. I failed to follow my patient's progression, I did not clerk any patient today, unable to answer questions smoothly and I was scolded by the specialist for my unsatisfying way of approaching a patient (actually dr tu xnampak ape yg aq dah buat b4 tu...tp xnak la bg alasan so dgr je la huhu hehe haha ;p).....

and the most expected curse was "u're 5th year now, should know this, u should know that...u should be able to answer this and do that....."

....huhu.. hehe... ;p

bile nak insaf ni...


sile la cepat2 revise semua yg dah berkarat dlm pale otak ni....hmm....










ps: the above 'assessment' is made purely by on my own capabilities (and incapabilities), without comparing with other person's achievement. anyway only i know how bad am i... =(

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